The Unwanted

Most people will come to a point where you do not wish people to regard you as being ‘ Cute ‘ anymore for your above-21-age.

There is also a point when you struggle to reduce your weight, so that you can join the bandwagon of being ‘ skinny = sexy ‘.

There are also times when you console yourself that, no matter what size you are in, as long as you dress well, feel good about your body, you can be sexy as well.

There are also moments when you look at the mirror chanting to yourself that the size of your bra does not matter as much at all and still feel good about yourself.

I wonder how high of the confidence level is needed to not doubt yourself every single day.

The sad thing to know is that, Ali Michael,17 years old, a supermodel, is being kicked out of Paris Fashion Show because her thighs are deemed as ‘too fat’.

Gosh! What kind of message is the fashion industry sending out to the teenage girls out there?
Even for us, most would feel that being a bit on the more ‘fleshy’ side is a big No-No.

*rolled eyes*
‘ Whatever!’

Bimbo sent me a song by Bon Jovi
(You want to) make a memory

Hello again, it’s you and me
Kinda always like it used to be
Sippin’ wine, killing time
Trying to solve life’s mysteries.
How’s your life, it’s been a while
God it’s good to see you smile
I see you reaching for your keys
Looking for a reason not to leave.

If you don’t know if you should stay
And you don’t say what’s on your mind
Baby just, breathe there’s no where else tonight we should be-
You wanna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You could sing a melody to me
And I could write a couple lines
You wanna make a memory
You wanna make a memory

This is the only song i have been listening throughout today
and get all emo-ed
the lyrics do not even relate to me
yet, i got all emo-ed on a Sunday, which should be well- spent revising for my midterm test on Wednesday.
so much about self-disciplined.
*munching on my favourite Pocky, clicking on the replay button*
(no more the bad imitataion of it- Rocky) >.<

I was almost convinced to get long hair extensions by Bimbo
It was so tempting
I miss my long straight Ju-On hair
Until I knocked some sense into myself
‘ I can grow my own hair wert…’
haha…

so, in the end, I had my first experience trying out on hair extensions
only 7 strands though but they are in RED.
woohoo!

still, I have not got used to the fact that I have foreign objects sticking on to my hair
It was a hassle when I try to wash and comb
I can imagine how frustrated it can be if I were to do it on my whole head
I salute those who are able to ‘tahan’ it.