The Unwanted

You’re not alone
together we stand
i’ll be by your side
you know i’ll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Keep holding on
‘cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i’m here for you, i’m here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it’s too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, and it comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend i’ll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
ladadahdah,ladadahdah,ladadahdahdadadah…

Keep Holding On
‘cause ya know we’ll make it through we’ll make it through
just stay strong cause ya know i’m here for you, i’m here for you
There’s nothing you can Say,nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know will make it through, We’ll make it Through

There’s nothing you can Say,nothing you can do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know will make it through, We’ll make it Through

me: Chowchow, you wanna try my black pants? I can’t fit in anymore. You can use it for work if you dont mind. I used to wear it back when I were thinner.

CC: orh.

(Chowchow trying on.)

CC: can lar. but it looks weird on me. bit tight.

me: ohmygod! last time, when i were able to fit it, it was loose on me. I WAS thinner than you chow chow!! bwahahahaha…(rolling on the bed with evil laughters)

CC: –_–

me: ngek ngek ngek.

CC: then, so what happened to you and became like tat??

me: ……(silence)

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me: are these from British India? (pointing at the black pants)

Bimbo Leong: nope. these are old ones. I bought this when i was around 15.

me: you lost weight! it looks loose.

BL: nolar. last time already loose.

me: –_– ….. good for you.

how many of us actually remain the same weight after 7 years?

I am starting my new part time job as a student helper in the NUS Commencement 2007 tomorrow.
The pay is good and it is alternate days. Nothing more i can ask for. Thanks Chow Chow for bringing me in.
Just that I am sick, I hate to be sick when I need to work, especially working from 9am - 10pm.

Discussed with Chow Chow before bed yesterday about how we are going to move all our stuff into my new room next sem.
Stupid us, we paid for the whole vacation already. so, no matter what, we will have to stay there until 23rd of July and move out by 23rd of July.
meaning, Chow Chow and me would have to come back to NUS by 22nd.
then, ill only get to go back for like wat? 1 week?
i am so gonna get it from my parents. SIGH…
unless, we extend Chow Chow’s vacation’s stay until the day we want to come back.
Chow chow said she can hear those freshies cursing us like how we used to curse those seniors for using the room even after the vacation stay and we (freshies) have to move into some other empty rooms.
KARMA!

I am so frustrated. My parents, my eldest brother… making me feeling guilty as ever.
since when going back has been a problem??!!!!