The Unwanted

i feel tat im afraid of changes
im more comfortable with sticking to something plain and safe
rather than taking risk to try new things

i have been thinking for quite some time
it is time for me to go to the salon
it has been months since i last trimmed my hair
and it is still growing, almost reaching my waist
i do not want to scare any of my cluster mates
whenever they see me in the middle of the nite

however, trimming my hair is one thing
the thing is my hair is turning bad
as in the texture n everything
im thinking of straightening it
but then, come to think of it
i have been having the same old hair style for like
um..*counting*… 5 years!!!!!

my frens have been asking me to go perm my hair
curly hair? me?
actually, i feel tat curly hair = fatter me
which is the last thing i wish to happen
i dunno.. i jst feel that curly hair makes something look FAT
perm or not to perm??
curly / straight??
taking risk/ being boring??

woohoo~!!!
have been lacking of updates uh?
well, i have been back to Malaysia and then back to Singapore now
OK. starting from going back to Malaysia
i din go back to Ipoh straight away
went to KL ( PJ to be exact) to visit my cousin sister
it has been a year since i last saw her
and the same goes to my eldest brother
can u believe it?
i have not seen my eldest brother and his wife for one year
therefore, it is about catching up with my cousin sister, cousin brother, aunty, uncle, eldest brother and his wife mostly
went out with my cousin sister most of the time
she took me out to shop
which resulted in her buying more things than me
but i do shop ok??!!
quit saying i do not buy stuff when i go shopping already!!
um..i bought 2 blouse and 1 long black-beaded neckless (syiok!)
my cousin sister is as usual, slim, fit and pretty
my eldest brother, as usual put on weight ( i think it runs in the family)

it is nice hanging around with my cousin sister
especially when she got a car as a gift from her parents, VIOS!!
and i even followed her to her Uni (Monash University)
i was kinda scared actually
for the lecturer to find out im not her student or wert
coz compared to NUS, her lecture hall is like 1/3 of NUS’ LT 11
and we were late for class due to the rain
i was pratically reading CLEO during her whole lecture
coz she said it is safer for me to keep my head down all the time
jst in case, the lecturer does not recognize me as her student

sadly, when i finally back in Ipoh.
din even have the chance to go out to taste delicious Ipoh food
i got sick
sick for TWO WHOLE WEEKS I TELL U!!!!!
wan to scold words adi
went to see 2 doctors
when i finally recover, time to go out for nice nice food
most of my frens r not really THAT FREE to entertain me
so sad u know..miss SUSAN leong??!!!
i have actually got a plan on wat to eat and snap more pix
sobs…i din even have a chance to go sing K with frens
what kind of holiday is this??!!!
i wanna cry adi
SIGH!!!
i wan my :
-old white coffee
-tuck kee fried yee min (until now still have not tried)
-sun yuen fatt curry mee
-old town chee cheong fun
-old town fried kuey kak
-ngar choy kai
-hak kar mee
-bak kut teh
-chemor seafood noodles
-tualang lou shu fun
-herbal soup gei zhi mee
-……
the list can still go one
sedih…

nvm. ill be back to Ipoh in July.
time to catch up with my food list
i don CARE!!
i wanna eat eat eat
ok. im prepared to put on more weight
nvm. not tat im slim all along

back in Singapore. can die of boredom in my room.
when Shadow n Susan are back
they can jst drag my corpse out of the room
sigh……………………
i wanna go home………….
i wanna drink mummy’s soup…..
i wan snowy n wei wei………
i wan my bed…….